Confessions 3

It had been weeks since I last saw him, there was a little recklessness swimming in my veins so I decided to embrace it, even when I’m nervous, trying to be spontaneous I have to DECIDE to be spontaneous. So I sat on the edge of the bed, decided to be cute with him ask him random questions, he interrupted me, asking for his kiss, “You want your kiss?” I’d asked but he had a way with answering questions. So I pushed him back after he’d taken his kiss, smiled and continued to pretend he hadn’t interrupted me. It was fun to see him fight with himself, whether to jump me or not, “And you’re not listening to a word I said.” There was a lag of a few seconds before he caught on smiled and jumped me, his kisses took my breath away, my finger tips itched to touch him to hold and never let go. He flipped me, me over him, took off his shirt, pulled down his pants it got a little too quick for me to slow it down and I didn’t really want to. So I leaned over and took him in my mouth, his fingers were in my hair, pulling it, holding it up so it wasn’t obstructing his view... He was quick to recover... I took off my jeans his hands were on my shirt trying to pull it off me quickly, god I wish he’d just rip it off I remember thinking, but he didn’t, still my clothes were gone laying about in different directions in the room. “You know, if you haven’t noticed, those are sensitive.” I gasped out, his fingers were playing havoc on my breasts, my hands where on his shoulder but it was impossible to budge. He looked at me then, “I know.” I can’t remember exactly what he said but suddenly he was asking, “you can come from your breasts?” I nodded said “yeah” and had him gripping my wrists above my head hard while saying “Ok lets try that.” His mouth was wet and hot and greedy, his fingers playful, I couldn’t stand it and pushed my face into his shoulder, his fingers were on me not quite in me just teasing staying away from where I wanted him to touch me desperately. So I did what I could only think of doing, I put my hand on his and pushed... It was that, the first push that always got my blood racing my cheeks blazing and everything in me buzzing, then he pushed in deeper and there was that thrill that ran up my spine that tingling sensation over my ass, between my legs, before he put his weight on me. He moved and I couldn’t help moaning, gasping, then he did something I honestly never expected, he gripped me tight so I was pinned under him I couldn’t move, then his hand covered my mouth. He pushed in and out over and over the first orgasm caught me off guard enough that the second came quickly after, letting me enjoy it more. Then he rotated, his hand still on my mouth holding me helpless, I couldn’t breathe, I didn’t care, if he continued I’d die, if he stopped I’d kill him, the third hit me hard, my legs cramped, I loved it. He let go, my lips felt cold air again, I asked him to kiss me, he did but only for a moment, he moved off of me leaned on his knees still in me, pulled me legs so I was close to being in his lap. He pulled out slide over me a few times and pushed back in, he touched something, I could hear us, I could hear our friction I closed my eyes and let go. He didn’t stop. I asked him if he came, it didn’t click for me was he holding back? He chuckled said yes, but then he was still in me, hard. Nothing made sense anymore, I let go of the bedspread, willing my fingers to let go one finger at a time, he got off the bed headed for the bathroom, I had to glimpse his ass, he has a fine ass. It was odd, I think he had literally fucked me speechless.

Confessions 2

My lover called... He asked to meet me and I was thrilled, those little nagging doubts disappeared and the only feeling prevailing was I was desired. Obviously I said yes I didn't care if I was obvious, too eager, or any of those silly little games, I wanted him again and he wanted me there's no need for more... He picked me up and we went to a more secluded place, it was odd how nervous I was after all I'd already been with him, but still shyness took over again. He pulled me to him told me to take my jacket off, playfully tugging on it, then asked if I was gonna kiss him already. Only thing I could do was blush and lower my head, I wanted to god I wanted to but I just couldn't, he smiled pulled me over to the couch. We sat so he was sitting with me between his legs my back to his chest, put his arms around me, his lips near my ear and said, “did you miss me” I turned my head towards him, he had that gorgeous “I'm going to eat you” look that simply goes straight to your sex and makes it buzz. It felt too intense to just look at him and I knew I'd start to blush again so I lowered my lashes and tried to turn away from his gaze, but his hand came up under my jaw and he lifted it to so I would look at him. “Kiss me.” I leaned in towards his mouth and his hand slid from my jaw to dig into my hair, I touched my lips to his and I could hear my heart sigh, his lips opened up made room for mine, hes always such a gentle, lazy kisser makes you melt and beg for more. A part of me was telling me to relax stop trying to please, just let him take, I think he felt the change his hand moved down to my breast and his tongue moved against mine. He shuffled a little to the side so that we faced each other a little more, my hand moved up to his chest and he pulled me even closer. He moved away, looked at my lips wet from his, and I had to have a taste of him that irresistible urge to have him. I kissed his throat open mouthed, wet, and hot and I felt him, heard him groan and it thrilled me, the idea of pleasing him of making him groan. I bit his ear, moved the tip of my tongue over him, then I felt his lips on my shoulder, moving slowly down, his hands unabashedly pulled apart the top of my shirt so he'd have more to take more to view. It wasn't enough He took off his shirt just before he reached for mine, tossed it aside and kissed me while he pushed me down so I'd lay on the couch with him over me. The feeling of his chest over mine was so sexy, his lips moved over my chest, kissed my breast through the bra before tugging on it with his teeth. His lips were over mine again before he said, “lift yourself up a little” his hand moved under my back, he flicked his wrist and the bra was pulled away. His hand moved down to my trousers, unzipped it and pushed it down, his hand moved between my thighs and squeezed. He nipped at my bottom lip when I gasped, pulled down my panties and pushed them down with his legs till I was free. His fingers where instantly sliding against me, “your so wet,” his fingers didn't go in, wouldn't let them, he simply trailed them around and over in the same slow rhythm. He waited till I closed my eyes, till I moaned his name before he shoved them in, his fingers sliding in and out of me quickly while his legs pinned mine apart. The feeling of helplessness was overwhelmingly sexy, I couldn't move my legs, he'd just press harder to keep me there open for him. Quickly he got up took off his jeans and shorts, moved over me, “Do you want me to fuck you?” he said as he placed the tip of his dick against my entrance. He pushed a little, not enough to penetrate, “Do you.” I moved my hands to his ass and pulled him to me as I said “Yes,” he entered, “Yes,” then he thrust in hard and sure and held himself there. Deep, deep inside me and I could feel myself throb around him and he ground himself in deeper, I felt his chain, the one around his neck, against my lips, cold while I was burning inside. I pulled him closer so id kiss him, he gave me only a few moments before he moved away to look at me while he pumped into me. It felt amazing, he felt amazing in me hard and hot, I didn't know whether to moan, or bite my lips, my hands moved over my head trying to hold on to anything, I gripped the pillows hard while he kept hammering, fast then slow. My back arched and his mouth landed on my breast, his lips over my nipple and sucked hard, moved to the other, ran his tongue over it he made me wait for it, “tell me” he said “please” I said back his lips covered my other nipple and sucked. His hips pumped fast and furious, painful pleasure, he knew I was about to come and sped up, pressed his forehead against mine so he could see my face when I came. I couldn't breathe but after all it was only secondary...

Confessions 1

The "Confessions" series is an experimental project I'm working on, for the record cause I know how nosy people can get, I should point out this is fictional, it is not real confessions from any real person/s, anyway hope you enjoy and umm let me know what u think. Oh and just FYI it is of a umm graphic nothing hideous lol but if your not into hmm scenes of a sexual nature then avoid reading it, hate mail is a no no ;) Confessions I've taken a lover… Wow, I know that feels heavy just writing it down and looking at it, still it feels odd that mix of guilt and excitement. I know I promised myself no guilt trips, weird though I didn't think it'd happen so soon that we'd click so quickly or that I'd be attracted to his type period. Still lord just thinking about him makes me wet makes me crave him, more, so much more, I didn't think it'd be so good. Sex, overrated?? Oh hell no, they're just not doing it right, or just, not with the right person. It's the helplessness of the situation I know, when I first laid eyes on him I panicked not on the outside, oh I'm sure he knew guess he enjoys it that way, the maiden shyness. Still my brain was arguing with my nerves "calm down, you wont have sex, not this time just breathe" but that's me lying to myself again. He's no where near handsome, but he oozes sex appeal, that arrogant confidence, even when he touches you, you can feel it, he'll touch u and you'll like it. I don't know what he does, sounds silly but I could swear he simply casts a spell on any victim he chooses and they all end up willing. He didn't kiss me when I saw him, didn't even touch me, dear in the headlights syndrome, gave me a little room so I wouldn't jump out of my skin. I was so nervous, then he told me to come sit next to him, so I did, asked me some random question I cant even remember what it was or what I answered. A second later his mouth was on my neck doing wonderfully wicked things with his tongue, I couldn't breath, then he slipped his hand under the neckline of my shirt over my left breast, and half laughed half groaned one of those arrogant "I told u so" chuckles. But his mouth was so lazy on my throat, like he'd like nothing better to do that stay there all day. He tried to kiss my lips, but I couldn't, I couldn't let him, I know I know its sounds stupid and I don't know why it just happened. He cornered me in the couch taking on most of his weight, he pushed his knee between my legs, his lips just brushing mine and looked at me, "If you turn away from me one more time I'll stop." Something lodged in my throat, something to do with being checkmated and it was my move. So I did what any sensible girl would do, I put my hands on his chest and when he leaned forward I parted my lips. His lips were so soft and so lazy, his kiss was more a brushing of open mouths, very sweet, but sweet didn't cut it for me. He moved a little to the side so that he was only half on me half on the couch itself, but god I had to have that mouth again, "You didn't really kiss me," I told him and kissed him, opened my mouth and bit his lower lip before I sucked on it, he kept up then just took over. "Impressive" he said, my lips were throbbing but he kept going kissing his way down, unbuttoning my shirt, his hand on my breast, he was rough with his hands demanding, pinched my nipples so I couldn't help the gasp that came out. It moved so fast, he pushed my bra up, unfastened around my neck, ran his thumb over a nipple before he took it into his mouth and sucked, hard. I couldn't help moaning, then he pushed his thigh against me hard, pressed and I felt something in me tighten, wind up so hard, I pushed it back tried to ignore it but he wouldn't let me. He sat up took off his shirt unbuckled and pulled down his jeans, oh god what a body, put his lips against mine, "Take it, take what u want." I closed my eyes shook my head, "No I cant," but my body betrayed me anyway and moved against his thigh, I came riding him, I felt him tugging on my panties before I cud get my breath back. I tried to close my thigh keep my panties in place, but he was persistent, I didn't feel scared just shy, "You're saying No but I'm hearing Yes." "No I cant, not, not this time." He looked at the panties, ruefully smiled and said, "If you don't let go I'll rip them." And I knew he would, so I let go, lifted my hips so he can slip them off, the minute he did he took his boxers off. I closed my legs pushed down my skirt and tried to move on my side prevent it happening so quickly but he was quicker. His hands were between my thighs, he moved over me placed himself between my thighs his pushing mine open and looked at me. God that grin, "gotchya" it was written all over his face, eyebrow cocked and a smile teasing his lips, I was the babe in the woods and he lol he was the big bad wolf and knew it. A second later his fingers were in me, sure and strong, my knees lifted, feet pressed into the couch, more more more I just wanted more. I moved with him, in rhythm with his hand I couldn't help it, and his rhythm was so unexpected, then he pulled his fingers out, he left me hanging and was damn proud of it, "Mean," I said and then he did something so amazingly kinky it got my blood boiling all over again. He sucked on the two fingers he had in me, then he thrust touched me intimately, thrust again and he moved in. I could feel the heat, where he was penetrating, he kept looking at me, my expression as he moved into me, but I couldn't keep my eyes open. Then he moved out quickly and pushed in hard and quick and sure, I cud feel the heat spread over my cheeks over the bridge of my nose. The surprise showed on my face, I expected him to be gentle at first slow, but he wasn't, again he pulled back quick and thrust in hard and I couldn't help the small scream, he kissed me, wet my lips, "I cant hear you," he said so I closed me eyes let his mouth absorb my sounds as he kept ramming into me, I was close to orgasm when he pulled out completely, the loss the question was apparent on my face but then he put his fingers in, quickly rapidly thrust them in and out, then he was inside of me again, stretching, filling, pushing. My hands gripped his ass, taught, tight and pumping into me, hard quick and literally orgasmic, He gripped my hair, kissed me breathlessly, then pounded in me as he came as I came, it was hell and heaven, wanting that desperate release but not wanting it to end. I cant believe it happened, no I cant believed it happened to me, I want him so badly it makes my blood thick, my heart pound and makes me feel a little wicked. I guess a seductress is born…

Ahem ;)

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